Thursday, December 1, 2011

A Last Look at AFI Fest 2011 - My Experience and Review

The annual AFI film festival is one of the most prestigious film festivals on the festival circuit, a kind of festival that filmmakers like myself dream harder about than we probably should on the regular. Being mostly invite only, AFI scouts explore the trenches of the big boys such as Sundance, Cannes, Toronto, etc searching for the best and brightest of that years cinema to bring to the heart of Hollywood. 


Now, for those of you who don't know and I'm not sure how you don't, there was only a banner on every lamppost on every street in LA for Jack's sake... AFI was giving away free tickets to their 2011 film festival this year bankrolled on Audi's dime, not a bad way to keep up appearances I might add. Being the film buff and lover of independent cinema that I am, I naturally jumped at the chance and fired up the ol' macbook for an afternoon geek-out session as I scoured the columns of this years selected films. To my delight, the website was great, with an easy to use and organized interface breaking the list of offered film categories on their film guide into:

"Breakthrough, Galas, Midnight, New Auteurs, Shorts Programs, Special Screenings, Spotlight, World Cinema, and Young Americans"

Naturally biased and independently minded,  I focused mainly on the Breakthrough, New Auteurs, and Young American's section, opting to skip the Glitz infused Gala's such as Clint Eastwood's "J Edgar"in hopes of catching some of this years best independent cinema and the opportunity to potentially mingle with some of the years most promising independent filmmakers. That said, I booked tickets for Sophia Takal's "Green," Brett Eicheberger's "Light of Mine," Over Moverman's "Rampart" starring Woody Harrelson, Ralph Fiennes directorial debut and Shakespearian Classic "Coriolanus,"and "The Zone" an AFI spotlight film by mumblecore avant garde Joe Swanberg. 

No sooner than I had my reservations when it hit me that this was one of those times... one of those rare but glorious times where living close to Hollywood has its advantages. blinking back tears at the sheer ecstasy from not having to drive, I laced up my sneaks and was out the door, booking out of hipstar village and onto the Blvd. like Jack Bauer on a time bomb... I was going to the movies... and I was going real freaking pro. 

After grabbing one of the best slices of LA cheese pizza I have ever had, I can't remember the name but it's across from the Egyptian Theatre, I made my way to the consumer mecca and modern day temple to the god's of pop culture that the Hollywood & Highland center truly is in search of the AFI box office. Post my fifteen minute delay as I navigated level upon level of pop-a-rized strip shops and material enterprises, I finally found her tucked away in a corner. To my surprise there was a decent line, but the staff was great and they got me through in now time with my low-key reservations. 

A few minutes later I was sitting in the ambient Chinese 3 for my first time as Sophia Takal came up to open the screening for her directorial debut titled "Green," a film with they kind of semi-vague title that tends to pull my interest from the get go. The first thing I noticed off the bat was how just how beautiful Sophia Takal is, an aspect that she clearly doesn't mind embracing, so I sat back and prepared myself for a good night.

The first thing I noticed about the film was it's use of color... an aspect you may not find as surprising as the title suggests... but nonetheless the film opens with a two to three minute, continuous framed shot of a very green landscape. Being the fan of long takes and still framing that I am... I was instantly caught up as the first bit of action in the form of a vehicle drove it's way into the scene. From then on I was thrust with the rest of the audience into a well written, well performed psychological drama-thriller dealing with themes of jealousy, isolation, and really bad miscommunication... as Sophia Takal said in the Q & A following the end credits, their goal was to make a drama film in the vein of a horror film... well that's exactly what they did and the outcome was "Green."

The next night I made my way back down the Blvd. to the Egyptian Theatre for the film that I was anticipating most of all, "Light of Mine," A film by Portland, OR native Brett Eichenberger. As Brett got up to introduce his film I was struck by the mans confidence and natural sensitivity, a sign of a good director, so I sat back in even further confidence to see his work. 

Going in mostly blind to the basic concept of what the film was about, I was instantly captivated by the opening scene, in which a eye doctor tells Owen (Ji Tanzer) and his wife Laura (Rebecca Sanborn) that he has a rare eye disease and will be loosing his sight in a matter of months, which begs the question as the Brett, the director, sincerely suggests "if you only had weeks of sight left... what would you want to see?" A great concept and script by Jill Eichenberger along stunning cinematography by Mike Ferry keep this well directed and well performed film fresh from start to finish. Pair that with Terrance Malick-esque visuals of American Buffalo in their natural habitat and you will have more then enough to start questioning the meaning of life...  and keep tears flowing.

As the show came to a close, the audience stayed glued to their seats and universally dabbed the corners of their eyes as Brett came up to discuss the film. After the informative and soulful Q&A I had a chance to discuss the film for a few minutes before he invited me out with the rest of the cast for a drink to continue are discussion. Being right next to the Egyptian, we stopped by the Pig & Whistle for a quick drop of liquid but ducked out before it gave me anything to write about in favor of the Hwood Roosevelt. Word on the street is if you have anything to do with the AFI fest this is where it all goes down.

So there I was again strolling down the blvd, this time with a pack of Oregonian filmmakers as the saturday night scene kids and and the G-list club scrubbers held up real-estate outside of their preferred venues. It's always interesting to watch out of towner's in Hollwood, I'm not talking trourists, but people that have an actual reason to be dropped into the chaos. It's as if the energy coming off them is screaming "I'm much to pure for all this, but I can't deny that their is something in me that wants a taste." Two years later I'm still touching the stove. It's that exact thought that entertained me all the way down the three or four expansive blocks between the Egyptian and the Hotel.

Now I've been to the Roosevelt before, I actually went in their with my mom, brother, and sister when they payed me a visit last year, but I had never seen it like this. as we entered the lobby of the black tie lined social scene of shady business man and rail thin call girls I almost dropped the "I'm probably a little casual..." line that seems to get me out of almost anything, but before I had to pull out the big guns I realized that aside from appearing to be 18 I probably looked any other grungy, out of town filmmaker exclusive to AFI so I kept my mouth shut and repped that stereotype for all it was worth, and at the AFI fest it's worth quite a lot.

It wasn't long before some random actor got us a booth and I sat down with Brett and the rest of the light of mine crew for a few drinks. It was great, in between bouts of catching up on all things Portland,  I had a chance to talk to the cast specifically about the film, what attracted them to the roles, etc, then I had a chance to talk to Mike, the cinematographer about the filming process and what that was like. He bought me a beer and we kicked back and talked about buffalo...  when your chilling in the Hwood that's about as rural as it gets.

By the end of the night, we made our way back out into the lobby, I started saying my good-byes when I get a tap on my shoulder. I turn around to see a weathered, bright-eyed, surfer type of guy smiling like Charlie Brown on Christmas. He just looked at me like he knew me, but other than the fact that the guy was holding it down more casual then myself I had never met him. "Hi I'm Brett Harrelson... Woody Harrelson's brother... dont' I know you from somewhere."

This was one of those moments that I wish I was cool enough to be like "Yea man, you probably do" But being the honest upstanding kid that I was I knew it was no use to try and play it cool... it was more likely that he just mistook me for Michael Cera or something. So what did I say? The only thing you can say when talking to someone oozing of so much cool "I'm not sure how you would but it's good to meet you." After much insisting I digressed enough to give him an "it's possible that you may know me" a reply which I felt was justified. Hey, if Brett Harrelson says he know me... who am I to argue. The truth is, I was guilty, I ditched my reservations to the premier of "Rampart," his brother Wood Harrelsons knew film that was screening at the Grauman's that night, to hang out with the Light of Mine crew. Did I regret my decision? Not at all... in fact I wouldn't have had it any other way. With that, I thanked everyone for the good time, said peace out to the cast and crew, then made my exit... back out to the blvd. for a late night stroll home.

It wasn't until early the next week when I caught a few remaining screening on the tail end of the AFI fest. My first was "Coriolanus", Ralph Fiennes directorial debut. Running a bit late I plunge into the cold dark Egyptian out of the blinding sunlight of a crisp Los Angeles afternoon. It took me a few minutes for my eyes to adjust as the curtains rolled back and the screening began. What happened next I'm gonna be honest and say I wasn't in the mood for it, but who gives a flying fock when you watching Ralph Fiennes!

The movie blew my mind. The writing speaks for itself. And the performances... don't even get me started on this all-star cast. Brian Cox, Gerard Butler, and Ralph Fiennes all had incredible performances perspectively, but in my opinion it was Vanessa Redgrave a Volumnia that stole the show. Her epic intensity and unbelievable fortitude that she was able to command in her performance saw me through the film beat by beat by beat as the diction wafted over me like music, preparing me for the unbelievably abstract final death-match when Coriolanus meets his end. At that point there was nothing left to do... so I clapped with the rest of the crowd. Unfortunately, I couldn't stay for the Q&A if there even was one because I was on a freaking meter... another plus of not having to drive in Hwood... and it was expiring quickly, however, looking back... I wish I took the ticket.

That night I hung up the keys and once again took to the street as I made my way back to the Chinese for the world premier of "The Zone," a film by Joe Swanberg that was being spotlighted by AFI this year along with two of his other films "Art History" and "Silver Bullets." For those of you who aren't familiar with the mumblecore movement, it is by definition a series of low budget films rooted in naturalism and often featuring non-professional actors in the white, twenty-something, middle-class age group. Now, for those of you who don't know Swanberg's work let me start by saying that it is first and foremost entirely subjective. You'll either love it or hate it, and there really is no in-between. I find it interesting to say the least, but most people I talk to don't care much for Swanberg's work. I'm not speaking for the mumblecore movement itself, to which Swanberg is a pioneer.

While other mumblecore directors have recently begun to take advantage of the small time fame that their previously successful films have brought them, such as Aaron Katz, who's recent film "Cold Weather," a  film that is quickly becoming one of my favorite films of the year, was filmed on a six figure budget, unheard of for most mumblecore themed films. This is not the case for Joe Swanberg. Unlike Katz, who's films are tonally and aesthetically beginning to feel and look like the kind of Hollywood feature you might see on the annual roster for Fox Searchlight, Swanberg truly is a man of his roots, pumping out, what I believe to be if I remember correctly, 15 feature films in the last 2 years, a number that is surprisingly staggering even for the likes of the mumblecore crowd.

The Zone begins with Swanberg, a cheery and and seemingly lighthearted thirty-something, taking front and center at the Chinese to introduce his feature. After a few words, he fades back along with the lights as the screen flickers on. "The Zone", which I later found refers to a "communal like" apartment Swanberg stays at when he is making films in or around New York City, focuses on an incestuous group of friends and the lives they live inside of this "zone" or apartment which is actually true to real life. As they share both their thoughts and their love lives, they battle the spiritual and emotional demons that inevitably come attached to the choices they make. Sophia Takal, director and actress of "Green" stars as well as her "Green" co-stars Lawrence Michael Levine and Kate Lyn Sheil, an actress that is additionally featured in another spotlighted Swanberg film, "Silver Bullets."

An interesting aspect to the film is that it steps back mid-way through its time length as Swanberg himself makes an appearance of making the movie within the movie, a concept which I have seen done before but never in such a way. Basically, the audience sees him on an editing bay equipped with final cut pro as he edits the footage of "The Zone,"in "The Zone" (apartment), while the cast of "The Zone" implement their opinions and comments. This technique, much of which is filmed on an iphone, a film quality that I personally found nearly unwatchable and unfit for a cinematic experience, looks as if it was implemented in an attempt to create a three-way, or even four-way reality, the only question, as many film goers have asked before... is why?

Although it had it's moments, such as the prayer circle when the tenants were giving thanks for things outside of their "zone" or when Sophi Takal performs a particularly fascinating monologue showcasing her use of accents, I found much of Swanbergs film to be irrelative. I don't like the term self-indulgent so I will not use it, but basically I feel it was the closest thing I have watched to that term in a while. My reasoning for this is simply content, I don't believe there was much of a story. For the audience, when there is no story to be told and the camera is rolling it almost always comes down to vanity... because why are we watching? To be moved! To learn! To experience! That is why. As much as I liked some of Swanberg's previous work, such as 2006's "LOL" or 2007's "Hannah Takes the Stairs," I can not say the same for "The Zone," and the big difference here is story. After a fascinating Q&A session where I disagreed with Swanberg on nearly his entire philosophy regarding the future of film, I can't dock the guy for being pushing the boundaries and taking risks. As mentioned before, every Swanberg experience is a subjective one... still... I left the theatre that night feeling cheated, but you can't complain for free independent cinema.

Over all, my 2011 AFI experience was a blast! From the screening theaters to Hwood Blvd, it just fortifies my desire to write and produce a film that is great enough to compete with the best of the years independent cinema. If you havn't already, mark the 2012 AFI Fest on your calender for next year so you can reserve free tickets ... the experience will be well worth it.

Sunday, November 27, 2011

Hallelujah... finally done editing! PLUNGE set for Festival Circuit

I'm not gonna lie... it feels pretty good... being done with editing that is. For those of you who don't know I just recently produced a short film at the end of November  2011. Months of planning for that one big night of production... and things went great! Anyway, the premise of all this is that I have been editing for roughly two months strait... if your an obsessive person like myself... you should stray away from editing. Writing is one thing and acting is another... but editing... it's an obsessive craft... it's a man's game. 

For me I'm talking hard obsession. And after two months in the cave I'm talking unwanted weight loss, much whiter skin, odd sleeping hours (insomnia, hibernation), drastic increase in caffeine intake, and a desire to start smoking again... a habit I blew off not to long ago and am pretty pressed about. The sole cause of this is pure choice... you give someone like me unlimited choices... well I have to choose the best... and that means sifting through hours of footage to cut a film down to ten minutes. No sooner have I placed a cut then I have to do it all again... all of it.

The good thing about obsession is that it usually produces pretty good results... and I am very happy about the final cut. So when Ezra (Plunge's director) came over to take the footage away from me down to Anaheim for color correction and sound design... I didn't know what to do... I was free again... free. 

Now the fun part begins. So much creative time has gone into this project I can't wait to start getting it out there to the world. I'm holding a screening back in Oregon in December and am planning on one in LA between January and February to start spreading the word... it is gonna be some good times. 
From Left to Right: Cody Peterson, Soren Fulton, James Jeffery (back), Cal Barnes, and Director Ezra Lunel on the set of Plunge.

As the festival circuit nears, I anticipate 2012 more and more for the opportunities it is bringing. With Plunge coming in on it's last phases of post production, one experience starts to slow down as the next begins... and so is the life of a figure. However, I am very excited about my next project slated to begin this summer. It's a coming of age feature film... and we are courting the cast and crew as I write. We have some great ideas, some great ambitions, some great and talented people already attached... and of course... the most important... a great script.... (thank, thank, bow). Stay tuned and look for ways to be involved in all the great things we have coming up. 

If you havn't had a chance to see the theatrical trailer for PLUNGE yet... you can do so below.



Black Friday at the Cha Cha Lounge - A Review

It happens to everyone...

The day after thanksgiving, or better known as black friday to the dedicated, turkey-stuffed, shopping soldiers that somehow wake up at 5 A.M. to ambush the various warehouses and consumer meccas that stack themselves neatly in the burbs of LA block, by block, by block. 

Not here... not in this cave... and not in this stomach. After a modest vegetarian thanksgiving dinner of vegetables, mashed patatoes, yams, and some pumpkin pie I found myself waking up at a decent hour. I felt great. I felt normal. And I felt that nobody else felt the same way. The theory is simple. This is America, and people have no self control. There are only two options for the general public on black Friday... two extremities. One, your either at Starbucks at four A.M. with the rest of the broke moguls grabbing your 20 of strait black to wash down that still creeping feeling of being sick from your third piece of pie the night before as you roll your way down the sidewalk to best buy in hopes that portable hard-rives aren't completely washed out yet... or two, it's 3 p.m. and your still passed out as your stomach tries to figure out what the hell you did to it the night before, but you persist... your strong... you roll your gorged bodess out of bed, flip on the T.V... and muster all your willpower for that one last crusade to the kitchen for that day after thanksgiving turkey sandwich... mmm... lucky you.

That leaves me. I am on neither extreme. I am in fact feeling great! Well fed... with lots of vital energy. No Post Thanksgiving marathon for me... just smiles. So the fact remains, I am lone ranger. The one man that ate a normal meal on thanksgiving. The one man who was not sick the next day. As great as this may sound... it's not... in fact, it's actually a bit of a problem. You see while everyone else is hitting the gym, watching ESPN reruns, sleeping, or eating more food... I am out and a bout in the world... and I am indeed, yes indeed, flying solo today.

Fast forward >>>

So I spent the day alone. i watched films. Drank good coffee. Worked on my film. Wrote a little bit. Made some calls... it was all good, but somehow, something was missing... I mean it was black friday, and as white as I may be by genetic principle my day still needed a little color... by that I mean a lot.

Then it hit me... I don't know how... I don't know why, and I don't really care, but I was going to go to the Cha Cha Lounge... it wasn't really an option. I heard it was good time so I was going, and that was that. I was gonna pencil in this bleached out black friday if it was the last thing I was gonna do. Two minutes later I was out the door, I hopped in my GTI, and I busted out of hipstar village like a kid on halloween.

Five minutes later I was down Franklin and breaking right onto Glendale Blvd into the heart of  hipstar central... Silverlake, CA. In a matter of moments I bank rolled some trustfunder's Audi A4 out of the way as I downshifted my trusty five-speed into the sole remaining parking spot left on the Blvd... there were tears, screams, and kicks from the homeschooler but he left without much of a fuss after I gave him the old hipstar gaze... those guys love that. 

Now I've heard about this place, the Cha Cha Lounge, good things mostly. As I strolled up to the door some cool guy door man asked for my I.D. with his atmospheric, hipstar gaze. Of course, I knew exactly what to do so I just stared back for about 20 seconds until he had the courtesy of opening his mouth and telling me like a normal person that he needed to see my I.D. After the pleasant but uncanny transaction, I moved through that Cha Cha entrance and was pleasantly surprised to see that the place was blowing up. No day after thanksgiving kids here... most of the homeboys looked like they could use a good meal... I fit right in. 

Now the thing with bars is that most of the time they are kind of anti-climactic. If it looks good when you come in then give it a few minutes and you might not be feeling the same way. This ain't the case at the Cha Cha... the Cha Cha knows how to bring in the crowd... I'm talking manic pixie dream girls everywhere, hipstar bros sporting their winter carhartt's, pin up hippie chicks, post grunge ganstars making the rounds with their boys from 99 in true LA fashion. At that moment I knew I was where I was suppose to be.

My next move was simple, I did what every scrawny, brooding, aspiring artist does when good things are happening everywhere... I grabbed my $2.50 pint of PBR, an everyday-all day price that I a more than insanely excited about, and posted up hard. Not five minutes went by before I was getting eyes from a few MPDG's holding it down by their lonesome, so I ordered another pint of PBR and made my way over. Cool girls, not quite K-dog muse quality, but most definitely rad. One girl was down visiting from San Fran and the other was local LA... good enough for me. We burnt the place down in hi-fashion, closed are cards, and headed over the Lion for one last pint before calling it a night. 

But wait... nah... that's it... but it made my Friday black... if that makes any sense.

So their you have it... one marvelous Black Friday night at the Cha Cha Lounge. Now compared to some of the scenestars that hit Slake on the regular... I'm far from a scene-O-phile... but one things for sure, with a post-Garden State crowd and $2.50 pints of PBR, you could say I'll definitely be hitting up the Cha Cha in full hipstar get-up more than once this season.

 Now stop eating and go back to bed.

Saturday, November 26, 2011

I've Been Wanting to Do This For A While... That Is... Document My Life On The Internet For The World To Read About

So it's come to this... yea... it has. I'm here, sitting in front of my computer screen and I have exhausted all and every current resource available to me... that's code for I'm bored, a rare state of being that a productive, passionate, upstanding kid like myself should never under any circumstance ever have to encounter. It's a saturday night, and while I should be out playing hooky with the cool kids or working on a premise for my next screenplay... I'm not. The truth of the matter is that I am indeed sitting here... starting this blog... and the fact that I really couldn't be more content at this moment hopefully conveys the true subtleties of the truly dire state that I am currently in. A cry for help might be in order... but the pure vanity that comes with seeing my thoughts blissfully scroll themselves out before me basically negates that option off the top.

My name is Cal Barnes. For those of you who don't know me... you will... I promise... so just be prepared for that when the time comes... until that glorious day of arrival I'll do my best to fill you in for the time being. I'm an actor/writer/ and producer living in Los Angeles. Originally from Oregon, I grew up like Tom Sawyer... I built tree-houses, scouted out exclusive swimming holes, jumped cliffs, sported a teenage mutant ninja turtle backpack, kissed a girl on my last day of kindergarten, and got into fights with other cool kids about who would win in a death-match between superman and batman... yea... I was that kid... and I wasn't

Junior High was all music and skateboarding. My dad had a boat so I grew up on the water. First it was tubing... then the notorious knee board that I rocked pretty hard for a while, then I took to wakeboarding... I could throw down some basic 3's and backflips which was a big deal at the time... the I started this thing called wakeskating which is basically skateboarding and wakeboarding combined... to this day it is still one of my favorite things to do in the summer. I played some sports too. I was fast and I could jump over my own height at one point in time (5'11)... not bad for a white kid.

I always had a muse... always... and probably always will. My daily prescription says "hopeless romantic" on the container but I don't think that's accurate. What it should really say is "Creative as Possible" because I find that's what a muse gives me... unlimited creativity. Whoever the lucky girl happens to be at the time is an eternal well of fascination which springs forth from her loveliness an endless supply of inspiration rendering what I believe is the most truthful and soulish art that I am capable of producing. My friends say I do it to myself... I say... hell yea. First it was all the indie darlings at summer camp (Camp Crestview, Portland, OR what what!). Then it was the senior track star... who I had a shot with, blew it on purpose, then beat myself up for years about it. Inspiration, that's all I have to say. Then it was the 25 year old girl from Portland who only dated christian musicians. Really? Why do I do it? Because I have too. It gives me a reason to live. It gives me a reason to wake up and it gives me a reason to write the brilliant blog to make all your pearly whites show. Would I like one to stick eventually? Yes. Do I have one right now? Of course... I'm doing the best work of my life... but I'll do her the honor of not writing about her until the future plays out. Bottom line... if I'm doing creative work... I'm musing hard. Yes this counts.

After Highschool I went to Maui, Thailand, and Nepal for half a year. Met some cool people. Then went back to my hometown and chilled hard for that Summer. It was a crazy summer. Some crazy shit went down. I donned the green apron at starbucks, became a vegetarian, ate nothing but donuts and pizza, drank nothing but coffee, started smoking, successfully became the most unhealthy vegetarian on the planet, bought my first car which I still have that I crush around LA with, a white VW 98 GTI Bang, Bang, hung out with the coolest girl I have ever met... everyday, and a whole, whole lot more. It was my Nineteenth summer... the summer that changed everything... the summer of my life.

That fall I enrolled in Portland State for a year for general study and creative writing... I had some good times... played in a few bands... chilled in a few coffee shops... was a bonified hipstar for while. How can I say that? Just follow the signs man. 5'11 a buck thirty five, skinny jeans, claimed he was in a band, a facebook holdout,  a diet consisting of coffee, beer, pizza and cigarettes... alright... alright... that's enough.

After finding some success in an acting class I took while in college I decided to come on down to the land of kicks and giggles... a lot of kicks... not to many giggles... at least for the first year, now things are going pretty good... after two years of reading terrible scripts I know what a bad script looks like... so it is my personal plight to simply write good ones... not just for my own sake, which it is, but for the benefit of my fellow actors, friends, and the other good people in this industry. I have written three original scripts so far... and have found the process to be one of the most liberating things i have done since moving to Los Angeles, just second to the art form that is self producing.

So now that you know a bit about me... who I am and whatnot... let me state the sole purpose for the existence of this blog. I want to document what I consider to be a pretty unconventional life... for my own entertainment yes but also hopefully for the enjoyment of others. This brings me to my first and only clause. If I'm going to do this... I'm going to do it right... and that's raw and uncensored. When Erika Albrecht from the SOCIAL NETWORK says things such as "The internets not written in pencil, Mark, it's written in Ink." She's spitting facts. Facts. And I intend to ink those facts hard. Here you will find everything relative as it pertains to an aspiring artist life in the land formerly known as Hollywood... nothing less... nothing more... this will cover everything from success stories, film experiences, screenings, premiers, parties, venues, film festivals, miscellaneous reviews, to nights out, everyday life and just the general randomness that happens all the time in this town. This is strictly a documentation of real life. No structure. No etiquette. Just documented opinions on things I experience. If I feel like writing something... I will sit down and write it at my convenience for all to enjoy as they munch their top ramen graham crackers from the other side of the computer screen . I just wanna be real guys (tears).

At the end of the day... I love LA... and am really excited about some of the cool things I think I have going here. So flip off the facebook and untwittle the tweets or whatever and trade one vice for another as you tune into what will be some of the most useful reflections on life written into existence for surviving on the streets of LA! BAM.